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philosophy  

clittywhisperer1 59M
44 posts
7/2/2020 9:39 am
philosophy

As I go through my life deeper into the later stages The truth and the real meanings come to the fore .The chasing after the crap that the evil changers want you buy and take your for false feelings of , security comfort , freedom status, ego, etc just does not have any appeal . My good friend died on the table a bit a go in heart surgery ,they got him back It was his wake up call which he shared with .None of the crap means anything! don't waste time you do not have forever .Choose what and who is important you . Make the best of the time have the people around you you want ,who make you a better man and understand you .Tell someone you love them NOW! not later Be honest .Be kind everyone and be slow anger or offense . stick your values ,never compromise those. Whew .Truth from a guy who died for a while and had regrets. was already well on that path my whole life .i never cared about , power, admiration, things, i only wanted use my gifts heal people and make lives better .I wanted find one woman be with and love ,respect, admire, share each other fully in all ways . I did poorly the first time lol. i did not much better the second ,I was running from the right one because I got frustrated and could not make things happen as I wished due circumstance and ai tried substituting ,That did not work at all. The right woman is still in my soul , she never left , It may now actually work better later ,not sure but I am giving it a try .i don't have forever so get it I figured ,Lots of upheaval , tears , sick feeling mixed with hope and caution .It will all work out as it is intended Live today , be yourself , don't worry about the past or future , be mindful and be at peace . Now if I can get my soon to be ex to stop being crazy and melting down .she will hopefully get help to heal for herself , and not try to live for others and please everyone . I am hopeful . Be well , Physical things do not last .

clittywhisperer1 59M
1415 posts
7/4/2020 4:58 am

 Thank you joy . IT will come to be if it is meant to be . i will stay out of my own way lol.So far all signs are positive I am following my emotional based friends suggestions combined with my intuition and logic to communicate and strengthen the trust again. Just be genuine , supportive , non demanding , thoughtful,helpful, caring ,gentle and funny when possible. I can feel the old energy between us as we talk .it is amazing how that sustains over years without contact .the other night I was at a bbque with friends . I had not communicated with the lady for 3 days .I got home later ,checked my phone and saw no messages . in the morning a message was there ,When you have time please call me i have a quick question ,from 7:50 pm .Ok I waited til 8:00 am and called . went very well ,she asked 2 questions lol neither of which were necessary to ask me directly lol She already the answer to question #1 on paper , probably in front of her if I remember her attention to detail and immense memory capacity haha the second is easily handled by message or email It was also her birthday .lol It was her characteristic way of starting vocal contact while not being the initiator. She wanted to hear my voice but did not want be the first to reach out . she wanted me to hear her and pick up on her positivity toward me without being needy pushy or inconsiderate She remarked how my voice sounded groggy even haha .Such is how it goes with a female Cancer. If I do not reach out enough she pokes me this way to get me to connect with actual conversation not just letters on a screen . she does not get the energy connection she craves from text or email .She also mentioned being there when I work with her daughter lol. Daughter is 19 does not need momma bear to handle her stuff . But momma wants to actually be in the same room as me ,and relate directly to me about her daughter , it's so freakin cute , subtle, caring , loving and positive .She is recruiting me to help teach her daughter how to look after herself when she moves away for school . i am dad stand-in . Which I was for a long time when she was younger and her dad was not well or very capable in fatherly things . don't think she knows I know all her " tricks " of communication haha .I hear her girlish giggling when we talk . no hiding from truth .


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