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My Venting Put His To Shame A Poem  

yesmamallthetime 56F  
4465 posts
7/27/2019 11:50 pm
My Venting Put His To Shame A Poem

It could have been another
Crushing blow for my self esteem
But since I had that done
me the day before
I was somehow able
deal better with it.
When some callous words
Were written in a message.
That was a former lover venting
About his relationship ending
And how he could not find
Someone was a successful
Professional with their life together.
Those words could have
Stabbed my heart in the past
As I knew he considered me
Less than living
Up to his standards.

I told him I did not know what to say
About his situation as I would never
Be a successful professional
With my life together.
He responded with it was not meant
To be a reflection of me.
Which then prompted me to say
It was funny.
How his words might have
Hurt me the day before but due
some things I had come
terms with regarding
Someone had seemed interested
had decided on ghosting
And an ex lover had found
Someone more suitable.
I resorted self deprecation
Of saying no can see me
As their girlfriend
As I must not have much
offer
My heart and my brain
(that works sometimes)
Not enough for anyone.
But I do like sex and
That is what guys have
Used me for.

He did not respond.
My venting might have put
His shame.
But I doubt it.
He was selfish s.o.b.
I have come realize.
I kind of figured that
But it took this conversation
To prove my hypothesis.
Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
yesmamallthetime 56F  
11278 posts
7/27/2019 11:51 pm

 Sorry for the diatribe I am kind of using this like a diary at the moment. LOL
Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely


warriorholding 58M  
115 posts
7/28/2019 6:24 am

 very insightful and well written


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