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Secretkeepr81
39 / F
"Sex is very important to me, it’s just not everything, or the only thing that matters ."
Riverton, Kansas, United States
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Introduction
I dont think Ill ever meet anyone in person from here.. its just too scary to think about. But I still wanna meet like minded ppl here for friends, even if I never meet face to face. Sue me. Ive only been with a few ppl in the last 15-16yrs. **I HAD been** still heartbroken over a LTR and I had not quite figured out how to navigate through life since. Stuck wanting to let go but not the type to give up on anyone.
Seriously, somebody come be my ghostwriter, because we could get rich off my story. ðÃÂÃÂÃÂ
1st Update: of all the things I thought learned this last couple of years, the most priceless of them all is learning just what it is, not what it takes, to let go. I learned that the pain and heartache of losing what was thought to be my forever wasnt defined by the person I was no longer with, but more so a reflection of who I am and the true heart and integrity of my character. If & when I love, it is with everything I have. I do not exchange the ease of pain for an invitation of possible suitors or bedfellows to come put their notch in my belt. I believe the stars are already written for us all and what is meant to be, will be.
I just know that whomever is lucky enough to have been written in my future story, will feel how grateful I feel for having them, as well.
To be continuedâÃÂæ.
Update 11/09
IâÃÂÃÂm not over him. Even still. The mourning changed to regret and anger and I feel like there must be something wrong with me for not being able to let him go.
Recently, we hooked up, and I am all the more confused. I donâÃÂÃÂt know what to do or who I am anymore. SMHâÃÂæ pathetic.
12/16
I know this muchâÃÂæ
Men, they know who to love they just donâÃÂÃÂt know how to love..
Me, I know how to love, I just donâÃÂÃÂt know who to love. Or more so, who not to loveâÃÂæ
I have compassion for all people, and I should have listened when I was told in my younger years to prepare my heart for a lifetime of suffering because IâÃÂÃÂll never find anyone that will treat me the same way I treat them.
I just didnâÃÂÃÂt factor in that included common respect and decency.
Forgive me for dipping into my white trash roots, butâÃÂæ.
Fuck that bitch ass narcissist and his fuckin hoes.
My Ideal Person no longer accepting requests or messages from anyone wo pics or only 1 or 2. Respectful playmates that honor the safe word, boundaries, and a persons Godgiven right to be picky in the dating pool! MOST IMPORTANTLY, a person that pays attention to what I say. I have horrible short term memory myself, but if its important I never forget. MAKE ME FEEL IMPORTANT. I am a really, really good kisser, and if youre not, its not going further. Im really good at EVERYTHING I do, but most importantly I am loyal as the day is long and do not take sht from anyone. I dont want to hear about your politics, your opinions on matters that you dont actively try to be the change for, and fyi i always carry and got one in the chamber for you that think im a target. If youre not able to be slow and pay close attention and give me all of your attention, dont bother. Prefer no facial and limited body hair. Could care less how much you have on your head.
My Ideal Person no longer accepting requests or messages from anyone wo pics or only 1 or 2. Respectful playmates that honor the safe word, boundaries, and a persons Godgiven right to be picky in the dating pool! MOST IMPORTANTLY, a person that pays attention to what I say. I have horrible short term memory myself, but if its important I never forget. MAKE ME FEEL IMPORTANT. I am a really, really good kisser, and if youre not, its not going further. Im really good at EVERYTHING I do, but most importantly I am loyal as the day is long and do not take sht from anyone. I dont want to hear about your politics, your opinions on matters that you dont actively try to be the change for, and fyi i always carry and got one in the chamber for you that think im a target. If youre not able to be slow and pay close attention and give me all of your attention, dont bother. Prefer no facial and limited body hair. Could care less how much you have on your head.
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Bi-sexual / Prefer not to say
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